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Ok. So yeah I should be over this. I'm far from it and I hate how everyone else has forgetten about him. How could you stop thinking about my amazing Scotty G? I can't. He was my one. My love. He was mine. I honestly wish I didn't miss him as much as I do, that I could stop loving him. How can you love someone so much that isn't here anymore? How do you get closure when that persons gone?
I'm moving on with life in everyway apart from my love life. How can I? I'm still hopelessly in love how can I know that lightning won't strike twice?
I'm gonna focus on me and follow my dreams.

Thailand!!!!

Sitting in the airport after checking into my flight to go Thailand. I'm so excited I could burst! What a difference this time than when I went on my last backpacking trip! First off my backpack weighed 8.6 kilos. For a weeks holiday to Greece I was alway excess baggage this time I'm drastically under. Going to Thailand has been my dream destination for years I can't believe I'm actually going! Who says dreams don't come true :) as for now I'm going to drink my corona say a cheers to myself and have the time of my life :)